there is nothing more beautiful than caring....

i was actually surprised by a lot of things these last two days....
one of them was too see how much i do mean for people....and how much they mean to me....
yesterday at about 11.30 my mom calls and we sit a bit and talk and i was kinda sad that their car had a problem so we would see eachother next year...literally...cuz i am going home for christmas....oh....it's complicated....more about christmas in a future blog....
and then i hang up and feel a bit sad, as i said and in 5 minutes the phone rings again......hey miru? look we've thought about it and we come anyways over just for saturday cuz we can't really not see you until next year....
and that's when i felt....all this trouble, all these things that we have fought for under the last period it's ALL worth it! cuz having someone who loves you and cares about you is one of the best gifts anyone could wish for on Saint Nikolas day!
it makes life just suddenly much more positive! and of course...i have no idea if this adventure will continue like this..or what will happen in a few months....but hey...it doesn't really matter as long as we have eachother and they are just a phone-call away....

no i am just going to be happy and dance the joydance a bit! :):)
luv you and hope for a nice Saint Nikolas day!