the english adventure...

it's been almost one month of the english adventure this week! a month full with novelties: moving into a house with new people and sharing it, making new friends, beginning new courses, a lot of new travelling, new feelings, new ways of maintaining contact with the dear ones.. and the list could go on and on....

there are so many impressions of this one month that i would probably have to write a lot of pages only on it...instead i want to say that i do like it..even if there were times when i badly wanted back....i was missing people, the ones dear, my family...especially having my parents around even if they had been just a call away...now they are just a skype-call away....

i;ve grew to appreciate my mornings, the wake up call that one of my housemates always gives me when i do sleep too much and i would be late for school...the habit of always eating together..it's fantastic...smell of fresh coffee in the morning and just knowing that hej..you are not alone..someone else likes breakfast company...and let's be serious..who likes to eat alone...i don't!

the girls i've met here are the sweetest...i don't know what have i done without them...i tend to get very comfortable and when i feel ok i stop looking for people..which is probably not good...but i like them...and getting away for spring break is actually going to be hard....we've had pretty good laughs...

i study a lot of political philosophy and i love it...i was actually wondering why haven';t i done something like that before....

travelling....oh yes! i said in a earlier blog that i was going to travel as much as i can...and i did actually!! was already in amsterdam and paris and plan dublin and a bit more...romania for spring break...

i try to keep contact with the people back home...but it;s hard...sometimes you get absorbed into everything here....and even if i might seem that i am forgetting some people i am not! just so you know i am thinking at everyone of you!

love to you....

puss o kram!

ps: even if this is not like the other blogs i've written i really wanted to have an update about what has happened...

valentine's day...

any day can become valentine's day as long as you appreciate the one near you...it can be a whole week, a whole month, just a night or just a walk...it doesn't matter...because it's about appreciating feelings that you receive and giving back....

so it should feel like valentine's other days right?

waiting for valentine's....

missing....

tonight i am in a terrible missing everything mood and it's not only the faraway feeling because of England...
i hate being alone...that's one thing that i haven't been able to adjust to throughout these years....
i don't understand why life plays with us in such twisted ways and there is always a bad timing for something...i don't understand why in the end we end up being alone in way or another...
how far are we allowed to dream? if we dream too much than the wake-up call to reality will be too painful and being hurt is nothing desirable...
i miss all the special people in my life and i miss my family..especially now when the future is hard to foresee...hard to see when will we be together again, hard not to think at them....don't want to be alone...

new turn of the road...

at the beginnings of this blog the road had led me to sweden....
at present the road has led me to England....it has been quite a challange all the way and i loved every moment of it even if i had my tough moments like anyone of us...
england...i've been here a week and i like it...so far..
i think every beginning is quite difficult before you get in a real life, make friends and make your own way...
it takes always time and question is that you cannot become too dependant either cuz it;s only for 4 months...so live the moment, lay back and enjoy..that's just it...