the art of being superficial.....

i guess it's definetely an art that some of us do master at their best...and i don't mean to criticize i just mean to say that i hate superficiality....the people that only look at the outside and don't even bother to live a slightly deeper life...euhm...it's just their own choice, i know and i respect it but in the same time how? oh how can someone be so superficial i don't know.....

superficiality lives everywhere, beyond borders and has many forms. and usually if you are slightly interested in deeper things and try to be a bit different: try to say things are they are, talk about feelings, talk about the world, your own faith or any other things you see that you don't fit anymore...you don't fit anymore in that little already superficially shaped world...

life is so much that we don't know and think that it we would know everything it would be pretty boring...

maybe because we are scared of being hurt we are holding us far from what could hurt us....maybe it is like playing with fire...but we can't live a life always scared that something will hurt us...of course it will..otherwise we won't be alive...but as long as we learned something from it it has done at least some good...

and then you try to change the way things go as a brave hero and know more... show the world that there is another way....and you fail...but i won't give up, because that would be lying to myself and i am not going to do that one more day....so what if i get burned everytime i try to make the change...in the end it's just a matter of how you rise again...and in the end i am going to find the one that says: hey..i love you because you ARE like that...you're not alone anymore....

and i will say...where have you been all my life....