different paths...

i was wondering about the special people in one's life.....

we go around and interract with different people and create bonds with them more or less...depending on the situation, which point in life we find ourselves, which type of relationship we have with them etc...

and at some point our paths of life interract...and they interract for a certain period of time..and then out of reasons that aren't entirely up to us always become separated again. and yes it is frustrating and scary and cruel and mean...but it's just how it is....

and the question is...are the paths coming to interract again in future? we might never know...
it is a strange period right now in the sense that a lot of people in my life are going to take different paths and i can't really know what is going to happen after that....are we really going to keep in touch, are we going to see eachother.....



i had the exact same problem a couple of years ago...and it was pretty devastating....i still don't have a solution to that...i moved and suddenly in one week time the dear ones were not there anymore....all my lifelong friends, my loves and childhood romances the big family around the christmas table, my sister....


i still try to keep in touch more or less with everyone dear to my heart....i fail to do that sometimes and i am sorry..sorry because it doesn't mean i care less....
however words are not deeds...and i try not to take people for granted...it fails often...

in the same time there are a few persons that can make time stop and that can make me feel that it doesn't matter if 2 years go by..they are always going to be there for me.....

this blog is for you...everybody i left behind and i still think about...and everybody who is going to take some other path in the next months....

you have a place in my heart....

and i hope to have a small one in yours....